Thursday, November 04, 2010

I Made it Through


I know it sounds like a weird Title. But it is pretty appropriate. I made it thru Halloween which would have been my husband's and my 40th anniversary. I had dreaded it for a couple weeks or so. It was a little nagging dread in the back of my mind.

Sunday I spent the day alone. At 12:01 midnight, I said a Happy Anniversary to my husband even tho he is no longer here. It just felt right. Then I spent the day here at the house, cleaning closets, watching tv, playing with the dogs, and remembering. It was a very long day.

6 comments:

Teresa said...

Sigh. Wish I lived closer and we could have gotten together to take the edge off the day.

Much love and a hug from your friend in NC.

Eileen Mariane aka Marmsk said...

Hi "J", just dropping and and leaving best wishes and cheering hugs. Marmsk

Unknown said...

Bless you, Jeanne. I'm sorry it was a tough day. Thanks for following my blog and leading me to yours. Nice work!

Ai said...

J, hugs to you from me.

Jo Castillo said...

I agree with Teresa. Take care of yourself. Hugs.

Joan said...

That must have been a hard day for you, Jeanne! Wish I was closer and we could have spent the day together.