
I did a substitute for EDM #115.  Instead of a shopping cart or basket, I did a folded shopping bag.  This one I got at the 99 cent store.  I carry about 10 bags in my car.  One place I shop gives you money credit for using your own bags.  
I met a friend at Walmart today and we shopped there and at the Goodwill.  I won't tell how much I spent at Walmart as it was way too much.  But my total at Goodwill was a whopping $1.50.  
At Walmart I needed a new mouse for my laptop, ink for the printer, zip bags, laundry soap, sodas, and a list of other incidentals.  You know how those add up when you toss them in the basket.  Seems like everything runs out at the same time.  
After a year, I still haven't gotten used to getting only one check a month and having to stretch it.  All those years I was married, we got a pay check weekly.  When I worked, we both got paid different weeks, so it ended up being one a week.  And the last job hubby had, he was paid weekly.  If one check was a little small, or we overspent one week, there was another coming the next week.  Well it's not so easy waiting for a whole month.  Hopefully I will get used to it before much longer.  
I'm still trying to follow Weight Watchers online program.  I don't really like it but I needed something structured to make me do it.  My problem is that I would rather skip the food and eat all my points in Weight Watchers ice cream.  Before I stated this, I rarely ate ice cream.  So that show how deprived I feel.  
I hate dieting.  I have dieted most of my life.  I had finally reached a point where I stopped dieting.  It was bad for me to lose and gain all the time.  But lately I have gotten so heavy that something has to give.  I'd rather it not be my body exploding because it is finally stretched too tight.
I can't exercise because of my leg and ankle problems.  I can't eat salads because of a stomach problem.  I am a very picky eater.  And I am the kind of person who "if I can't eat what I want, I just don't want to eat" and have to force it.  
So I am doing it, not liking it, and getting more crabby by the day.  Tonight about 11 pm, I could almost smell some kind of food.  I couldn't tell what it was but I wanted some.  (It was in my mind as there was no cooking going on).  Well in the freezer were 2 Nathan's hot dog weiners.  I heated them in the microwave, poured mustard on them, and ate all but the 2 bites for the dogs.  And enjoyed them a lot.  Usually I won't eat a hot dog without bread or a bun.  Didn't stop me this time.  Luckily I still had some weekly points left over for the week (Sunday starts the new week) that I won't be using.  So I should be ok.  
Sunday...the start of my 3rd Weight Watcher week.  Yuk!